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See the universe in your heart..
Artist | Hobbyist | Artisan Crafts
Hello, I am Monika, or Crystal-Dream, or also known as JamaiDark from
I am a plushie knitter,love to draw my own manga called "Eternal Purity" and have also took a liking into fandubbing.
I am a fan of Sonic the hedgehog, but also like YuGiOh GX and 5Ds so much, as well as Neon Genesis Evangelion, Ghost in the Shell and some more.
Hope you enjoy your stay here. :)

My Girlfriend: :iconpuschelhuhn:

Expert by HiddenCookie German Level Expert Stamp by Xenophilith USA Language Level stamp4 by Faeth-design

Favourite genre of music: Dance/Trance/House
Operating System: Windows Vista
Favourite cartoon character: Mewtwo, Kiryu, Yubel, Aki, Juudai, Arukenimon and Mummymon
Personal Quote: See the universe inside your heart..

Secondary account: thesecretgalaxy (DON'T go there if you can't bear Yaoi/Yuri)

Back in Germany

Journal Entry: Fri Mar 20, 2015, 1:49 AM
  • Mood: Alienated
  • Playing: Pokemon Shuffle
I am back in Germany now, and everything is just so weird. Yesterday evening after arriving home, everything felt so warm and had such a glow to it, but at the same time it just felt so extremly prison-like to me. Everything back home is so tight, and my brother and me now resent the fact that we have to share one room, which is just not enough for two adult people with all of their belongings. I don't even know where to keep my souvenirs from Canada. So for the time being, I am resting a bit from my flight, polishing my master thesis, which has to be turned in on next Tuesday at my home university, and also cleaning up my room and trying to find a solution to the ever present problem of not having enough space.

I miss Vancouver, I really do. The kind of freedom I had there was so unparalleled to everything I ever experienced before, so having to go back to how things were before will take some adjustment. But, this motivates me to looking for a job, or maybe even a PhD position. And a new place to live. I really want to move out permanently.

The one good thing is that back at home, there is a steadily functioning computer! The constant battle in the last months was just keeping my laptop computer alive so that I could even write my thesis, but it constantly crashed, which was quite the problem.

Anyways, I will be back to business again soon. :) Hope all is going well for you all too!


Mega Mewtwo X Plush by Crystal-Dream
Mega Mewtwo X Plush
This is  my first fabric plush toy, all hand-sewn and 60 cm tall. He is made out of fleece and filled with polyester fibers as well as fabric waste from my cosplay projects. Well, it was one way to actually do something productive with that stuff. *shrug*

I am very happy about the result. The official plush is only around 20-25 cm tall, which is not big enough to effectively cuddle, so I took it to myself to make a bigger version.
The pattern for this was entirely improvised and is currently shared on Pokemon Amino.
Dog Prince in the Grass by Crystal-Dream
Dog Prince in the Grass
I don't know how to really title this, but this is something that I recently finished and which is my first acrylic painting.
I have started the sketch the initial work of it in Canada, shortly after Max, the dog depicted here, passed away. Drawing him is supposed to help me with the grieving process. It kind of does, though I still want to try another painting of him soon, one where he has his eyes open.

I really miss Max. Things just aren't the same any more now that he is gone. He had such a stabilizing effect on us - my brother wasn't as frustrated, my father loved him a lot, and my mother would have the dog to listen to her rants. Now that he is gone, my mother has become more "unhinged" in her emotional abusive ways and my father depressive.

Max was a gentle dog, and very cuddly. He was happy about the simplest of things. He also loved eating those prawn crackers simpley because of how crunchy they sounded when he bit down on them.

There are roses in the pictures because his ashes have been put into rose bushes.

Whenever I now see a dog, I always think "How cute!", and then the bitter afterthought "But it isn't Max. And I won't be able to find him any more." It is hard on me, because I didn't even get to say goodbye from him properly, I was stuck in Canada when it happened.
I do believe he has a soul though. And since I believe in reincarnation, I am sure he will have another life cycle to gain more experience. I hope I get to see him in-between lives; or he will rejoin me in some form in this life. At least he got 16 years and 9 months of experience out of being with us. I hope it will be useful for him, for whatever he will start his life again as.

So yeah, first painting, hope the next one will be even better. :)
Mega Evolution by Crystal-Dream
Mega Evolution
I am posting so much Mewtwo lately, more than ever before!
Anyway, now with the new Pokemon mechanic of Mega Evolution, Mewtwo can mega-evolve into either Mega Mewtwo X or Mega-Mewtwo Y. Here, I wanted to draw him mega-evolving into his X form.
The stone that he needs in order to do so is in the form of a necklace. I have obtained a necklace that lets me put any gemstone into it (like a piece of amethyst), so I think such a thing would also work for a mega stone.
The Past with Mewtwo part 7 by Crystal-Dream
The Past with Mewtwo part 7
So yeah, bascially, who doesn't want to look at this can click the back button now.

In any case, this is like, the most self-indulgent of all comic pages so far, and the Monika from around 2003 would have rather died than ever posted such a thing online. Anyway, even if Mewtwo is an idea of love, I feel like there is no way that a return to living an imaginary love is possible, even more so once you have known love in the real waking life. An ideal love in the internal world of your own mind is not enough any more, and so you will continue to seek true love in the reality you really inhabit.

Your guardian angel will still be important to you, even if you might eventually outgrow him.

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janus-006 Featured By Owner Jul 13, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
We need to have another chat some time soon! Also, did you know about Mewtwo's return to the Smash Bros series? While he's still a light character, he hits much harder than before and is a bit easier to use.
Crystal-Dream Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2015  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Oh yes, I know of him because I have bought the DLC as soon as it came out.
janus-006 Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
Sweet :) I like using Mewtwo and I'm glad they buffed him from Melee.
Franken-Fish Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
thanks so much for faving :hug:
Crystal-Dream Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2015  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Nie ma za co. :D
devinemrs Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks :heart:
Rioo-chan Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
Hi :) Erinnerst du dich noch vielleicht an mich? (Yasi^^Ich hab mal eine Atemu-Puppe von dir bekommen) :D
Crystal-Dream Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2015  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
aaah, ja, natürlich erinnere ich mich an dich! Willkommen zurück auf DevArt!
Rioo-chan Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
Dankee^^ Wie gehts dir denn so? Ich sehe KiryuxAki gibt's immer noch :D Ich steig mal gleich wieder in den club rein :)
darkone4587 Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2015  Student Writer
Thanks for the Llama back
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