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See the universe in your heart..
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Hello, I am Monika, or Crystal-Dream, or also known as JamaiDark from
I am a plushie knitter, love to draw my own manga called "Eternal Purity" and have also took a liking into fandubbing.
I am a fan of Sonic the hedgehog, but also like YuGiOh GX and 5Ds so much, as well as Neon Genesis Evangelion, Ghost in the Shell and some more.
Hope you enjoy your stay here. :)

My Girlfriend: :iconpuschelhuhn:

Pantheist Stamp by SqueezyBat

Polish language level EXPERT by TheFlagandAnthemGuy German Level Expert Stamp by Xenophilith USA Language Level stamp4 by Faeth-designFrench 3 by Faeth-design
[Comm.] MewtwoXMonika Stamp by TheKitsuneAlchemist [Comm.] ShadowXMaria Stamp by TheKitsuneAlchemist [Comm.] ShadowXBriny Stamp by TheKitsuneAlchemist The Kitsune Alchemist Support Stamp by TheKitsuneAlchemistshadriny forever... by Shaylo-ArtistryJamai stamp by HeykeetheBat
Mewtwo stamp by PrinzeBurnzo Mega Mewtwo X by Marlenesstamps Gift : Mewtwo Stamp by Miss--Liberty Young Mewtwo Stamp by KaidaTheDragonMewtwo Love Stamp by SquirtleStamps

Arukeni x Mummy stamp by LadyBeelze:Stamp: Arukenimon II by BunloafBlackWarGreymon Stamp by ThunderbirmonLunamon Stamp by DrDoomy
STAMP: Glasses by EmotikonzFavorite Characters Stamp by Stamp221Pikachu Stamp by Kezzi-RoseI Talk to Myself Stamp by Latias-FlyerLegendary Parade Stamp by The-Emerald-Otter
Fanartist Stamp by Feniiku Love Stamp by Kezzi-RoseArt Geek Stamp by xoxostudiosGerman Shepherd Love Stamp by cloudratWhy I boycotted fandoms. by lostforeveragain
Team Valor Pokemon GO stamp by Star121Jonton Stamp by FliteWulfFRIENDS STAMP by emo-cityCelebi Fan Stamp by Skymint-StampsCelebi x Mew stamp (late birthday gift) by MandolinC

Shadria fan button by Shaylo-ArtistryShadriny Fan Button by Shaylo-ArtistryBriny Fan Button by Shaylo-ArtistryMaria Fan Button by Shaylo-Artistry

Made for me:
Mewtonika Fan Button by Shaylo-Artistry Mewtonika Forever by Shaylo-Artistry

Favourite genre of music: Dance/Trance/House
Operating System: Windows Vista
Favourite cartoon character: Mewtwo, Kiryu, Yubel, Aki, Juudai, Arukenimon and Mummymon
Personal Quote: See the universe inside your heart..

Secondary account: thesecretgalaxy (DON'T go there if you can't bear Yaoi/Yuri)
  • Listening to: A&Z - Fleeting Moments
  • Reading: raisedbynarcissists on reddit
  • Playing: Pokemon Platinum
  • Eating: My own cooked food
And this is like a rollercoaster, it really is.

So, right after I lose my job, I get a proposition from my old Professor from Vancouver, Canada, who would love to welcome me back to his university to work as a PhD student this time around. He even has two projects to offer to me and I can freely choose which one to take.
I loved working for him, as he has a very nurturing side to him, and always gave me courage.
Now, I only have time to register at this university as a PhD student until the end of this month. If I manage to keep the deadline, I could start as a PhD student in Vancouver in January next year, but...
I don't know what to do. I have been playing with these thoughts for a long time. My time in Vancouver was the best I ever had when I wrote my master thesis there. The best 9 months ever. And ever since I returned to Germany, I was mostly just miserable depressed and had panic attacks, except for the rare moments I could spend with my brother, with my girlfriend, with my extended family. I would leave behind all of my loved ones if I really go. Plus, I would need to find out if I even can go back to Vancouver without negative reprecussions to my pension insurance and such, but I will phone the office on Monday to find that out.

On the other hand, I have friends in Vancouver who would love to welcome me back. I actually know this city very well, and where to find what. In my mind, I still vividly remember how all the streets looked like, how the campus looked like, the hallways, the laboratory.... It would be like "returning home", in a way. And it isn't as scary any more, because I know some people there. My best friend's parents live there and treated me like daughter back then. I wouldn't be as lost as the first time I arrived in that city.

It is weird... almost as if I lost my job just so I could have this chance to go back to what I liked doing and where I really wanted to be. And now I have to decide if to go or not.
What should I do?
And does anyone have any advice on what needs to be done? This goes out to the german people there - if someone goes out to study for 3-4 years abroad as a PhD student, does this time count towards the pension insurance? What else needs to be done before I do? Does anyone know how I can ship my belongings to Canada for relatively cheap?
Of course, this all isn't fleshed out yet, and really depends on if i can keep the registration deadline and if I get the visa, but.. I want to make sure I don't forget anything important beforehand.


And the Pokemon they look for by Crystal-Dream
And the Pokemon they look for
"I can see the longing in your eyes. There is something, someone you miss."

Companion piece to the previous lineart.…
Mewtwo gets to know AZ's Floette, the one Pokemon who has been granted eternal life through the sacrifice of countless lives of other Pokemon by AZ's hands.

I am fascinated by Floette here, since this is pretty much the Pokemon equivalent of my Sonic fan character Jamai Dark - and through her I explored the idea and concept of an eternal life years ago. Like, what would you do with an eternal life yourself? You would see all you know die. And poor little Floette has been through so much - dying in a war and then being resurrected with eternal life and seeing your best friend become a genocidal maniac. That's a lot to take in.

I will replace both picture files with the colored versions once they are done.
The Humans who search by Crystal-Dream
The Humans who search
"Be glad that it was 6 years, not 3000."

A lineart I may color later, which is a bit of foreshadowing as to what will happen in the comic later on. Monika meets AZ, a man who is searching for a Pokemon that was close to him, very similar to Monika who is looking for Mewtwo after 6 years.

Just how cunning is AZ's Floette to have hidden away from him for 3000 years, though? What else did it do for 3000 years? It was probably a wanderer as much as Mewtwo.

Second Part:…
Part of your World by Crystal-Dream
Part of your World
Sooo, now that we have a Mermaid Pokemon coming up and my brother always liked Seals, what better to draw than the Mermaid/Seal-Pokemon in her own adaption of the "Little Mermaid"?
Shiny Goomy Plush by Crystal-Dream
Shiny Goomy Plush
I spent this entire Sunday on sewing this plush... This is shiny Goomy, 19 cm high and made entirely from fleece. The tag in the back also says "Handmade with Love".

He as well as other variants can be bought here:…
Because I am unsure if anyone even wants to see my new comic here on Deviantart, I now opened a side blog on tumblr where I will post my comic and hopefully update on a regular basis. Currently, I am keeping my promise of drawing one page per day, so I am happy with that.

Read the pages from right to left, as it's supposed to be in manga format:…

Clicking on the images brings you to the next.
The blog is not entirely ready yet, and I plan to draw some additional things for it (like a header and icon and stuff), but I thought that those who want to see more can go and read over there.

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BlueFireMoon Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Shaylo-Artistry Featured By Owner Edited Sep 23, 2016  Professional General Artist
Deine stamps sind toll!!

Vielen lieben Dank das du mein Pärchen und meine beiden Mädels supportest :)
Crystal-Dream Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2016  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Aber gerne doch supporte ich sie. :) Und danke, ich bin froh, dass ich diese stamps benutzen darf, vor allem weil ich dachte, dass es gar nicht möglich ist.
Shaylo-Artistry Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2016  Professional General Artist
Kein Problem, wenn du noch irgendwelche Fragen hast, ich bin da :)
ZealAleph Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for the fav~
WithImagination Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2016  Student Filmographer
Thanks for the fave :star:
Crystal-Dream Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2016  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
You are welcome
Rubycored Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2016

still plush-ing? :shifty:
Crystal-Dream Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2016  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
always plush-ing ;)
Rubycored Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2016

can we return to it ? :shifty: i kind of miss them :noes:
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