I am back in Germany now, and everything is just so weird. Yesterday evening after arriving home, everything felt so warm and had such a glow to it, but at the same time it just felt so extremly prison-like to me. Everything back home is so tight, and my brother and me now resent the fact that we have to share one room, which is just not enough for two adult people with all of their belongings. I don't even know where to keep my souvenirs from Canada. So for the time being, I am resting a bit from my flight, polishing my master thesis, which has to be turned in on next Tuesday at my home university, and also cleaning up my room and trying to find a solution to the ever present problem of not having enough space.
I miss Vancouver, I really do. The kind of freedom I had there was so unparalleled to everything I ever experienced before, so having to go back to how things were before will take some adjustment. But, this motivates me to looking for a job, or maybe even a PhD position. And a new place to live. I really want to move out permanently.
The one good thing is that back at home, there is a steadily functioning computer! The constant battle in the last months was just keeping my laptop computer alive so that I could even write my thesis, but it constantly crashed, which was quite the problem.
Anyways, I will be back to business again soon.
Hope all is going well for you all too!