The Past with Mewtwo part 5

So, I finally got my tablet again, which means I can actually sit down and try to continue this VERY self-indulgent comic of mine, hopefully to its completion.
DeviantArt has been really really empty lately.
But anyway, continuing where we left off, I finally realized what Mewtwo really is in my mind. And I realized about myself the fact that I have been emotionally abused by my parents, especially by my mother, whom I discovered to be a narcissist. My stay in Canada, contrasted with how I am living life back in Germany, has helpfully enough shown that to me. Now that I identified the problem, I can actually get the right treatment and heal from this. But back when I didn't know what it was that caused so much strife in my life, especially in relationships, Mewtwo was in a way something that gave me a little bit of hope when things seemed hopeless, during the time I was 11-16 years old. Narcissists do not show any praise, empathy or love towards their relatives. So before having to grow up entirely unloved, in my mind, Mewtwo took on the form of someone who would love this lonely child. I have found out that adult children of narcissistic parents have problems with trusting and opening up to people around them, not being able to form closer relationships out of fear of being backstabbed - what if Mewtwo in my mind has been there to diminish the negative effects of this kind of upbringing?
In any case, he was a symbol of hope to me. But oh boy, I am sure he was that not only to me.

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